بسم الله الرحمـن الرحيم
Lately I find myself being having a strong desire to be in Mecca or Medina. I've lived in the West all my life but I don't consider it home. It is more like a way station for me, a kind of purgatory where I must bide my time until God decides something else. I can feel events churning around me and I am getting the inspired intuition that something big is about to go down in the Holy Land, particularly the sacred cities of Mecca and Medina.
How can you be content with an ordinary but mundane life in the West? Perhaps some of you have seen the misery of war or your impoverished homelands and are thankful that you escaped such a "hell" and have found refuge in Europe or America. I can certainly understand that. But I'm sure as time goes on you will feel out of place there and a part of you will want to return home or at least wish your home was safe to return to.
I recently discussed with some people about some of my innermost thoughts and they have warned me about the danger of "religious adventurism". That is just a derisive term for dedicating your life to a holy mission. In the West we Muslims are free to practice our Religion in the sense of praying 5 times a day and going to the Mosque. Some Muslims will be satisfied with doing just that and nothing more. There is an "essentialist" streak to the Muslims of this generation which emphasizes only fulfilling the fundamental religious obligations, the 5 Pillars for example, but never going beyond that. I see this attitude among the vast majority of the religious mosque-goers.
But before setting off on any holy mission to do God's work, you have to undergo a critical phase of deep introspection. I would say this is the Hajj of your heart before the outer Hajj to Mecca.
A person who wishes to embark on a holy mission has to accomplish many preliminary tasks. Chief among them is purification of the soul from egotism, pride and vanity. How does one truly become a selfless person of utmost humility who is able to endure the arrogance of others, directed at himself, without allowing his own ego to respond in kind? Additionally, how does one achieve such a state where egotism is killed without acting?
No change in a person's inner self is instantaneous. It requires, training, discipline, and effort. There should be a raging battle in every Muslim's heart of this kind. I definitely know that I am in the depths of this battle with myself. Like everyone else, there is a devil within me too that is constantly trying to keep me down and discourage me from the holy mission I wish to go on.
I have to confront my most dreadful fears. One of those fears is "ruining your life". This one is especially tough on those who think that they have a shot at a normal and fulfilling life and true happiness in this very world.
But divine inspiration has made me realize that this world isn't meant for such mundane satisfaction and happiness. You may see such satisfaction all around you in the faces you encounter everyday, but it is a deception. The life is about struggle and confrontation, not about peace and satisfaction.
Where I live, I see so many elderly people, both within my family and among strangers, who have lived absolutely normal but pointless lives. They seem fulfilled and content and for a moment I thought they have accomplished the meaning of life. They will die in peace and happiness when their time comes.
But as I said, this is a deception. Such people have in fact wasted their lives and in the next world it will be a great cause of regret and perhaps even torment for them.
I realized that we are not cattle. We are not meant to simply go on eating and satisfying the needs of the body. At the next level, we are also not simply meant to find warmth in families and fulfilling relationships. Yes that is part of life but definitely not its purpose.
I person should undergo the labors of introspection, isolation, and a degree of self-denial. It is in that state that many spiritual truths are opened up and a person acquires the greatest knowledge and wisdom. These "labors" are meant to sharpen the spiritual senses and give them greater power.
The Prophets were the most eminent class of those people who were truly in communion with God. The purity of their souls meant they possessed a great degree of spiritual power. What truly made them different from other people was the fact that they were involved in a holy mission.
Now the holy mission does not necessarily mean becoming some kind of priest or holy man. In our Islamic context, an Alim or Sufi. But it does mean dedicating your life to accomplishing some aspect what of what God finds praiseworthy or otherwise enjoins upon mankind. Someone can make Tabligh his holy mission, another the work of fighting demons (Ruqya/exorcism), and another soliciting donations for the construction of mosques and Madaris. Utmost sincerity is a prerequisite for any of these holy missions.
There is a connection between physical places and spiritual awakening. Such physical places which induce a spiritual awakening are known as sacred spaces, for us, those are especially Mecca and Medina, the nerve center of Islamic spirituality and religious activity.
To be continued ان شاء الله
Lately I find myself being having a strong desire to be in Mecca or Medina. I've lived in the West all my life but I don't consider it home. It is more like a way station for me, a kind of purgatory where I must bide my time until God decides something else. I can feel events churning around me and I am getting the inspired intuition that something big is about to go down in the Holy Land, particularly the sacred cities of Mecca and Medina.
How can you be content with an ordinary but mundane life in the West? Perhaps some of you have seen the misery of war or your impoverished homelands and are thankful that you escaped such a "hell" and have found refuge in Europe or America. I can certainly understand that. But I'm sure as time goes on you will feel out of place there and a part of you will want to return home or at least wish your home was safe to return to.
I recently discussed with some people about some of my innermost thoughts and they have warned me about the danger of "religious adventurism". That is just a derisive term for dedicating your life to a holy mission. In the West we Muslims are free to practice our Religion in the sense of praying 5 times a day and going to the Mosque. Some Muslims will be satisfied with doing just that and nothing more. There is an "essentialist" streak to the Muslims of this generation which emphasizes only fulfilling the fundamental religious obligations, the 5 Pillars for example, but never going beyond that. I see this attitude among the vast majority of the religious mosque-goers.
But before setting off on any holy mission to do God's work, you have to undergo a critical phase of deep introspection. I would say this is the Hajj of your heart before the outer Hajj to Mecca.
A person who wishes to embark on a holy mission has to accomplish many preliminary tasks. Chief among them is purification of the soul from egotism, pride and vanity. How does one truly become a selfless person of utmost humility who is able to endure the arrogance of others, directed at himself, without allowing his own ego to respond in kind? Additionally, how does one achieve such a state where egotism is killed without acting?
No change in a person's inner self is instantaneous. It requires, training, discipline, and effort. There should be a raging battle in every Muslim's heart of this kind. I definitely know that I am in the depths of this battle with myself. Like everyone else, there is a devil within me too that is constantly trying to keep me down and discourage me from the holy mission I wish to go on.
I have to confront my most dreadful fears. One of those fears is "ruining your life". This one is especially tough on those who think that they have a shot at a normal and fulfilling life and true happiness in this very world.
But divine inspiration has made me realize that this world isn't meant for such mundane satisfaction and happiness. You may see such satisfaction all around you in the faces you encounter everyday, but it is a deception. The life is about struggle and confrontation, not about peace and satisfaction.
Where I live, I see so many elderly people, both within my family and among strangers, who have lived absolutely normal but pointless lives. They seem fulfilled and content and for a moment I thought they have accomplished the meaning of life. They will die in peace and happiness when their time comes.
But as I said, this is a deception. Such people have in fact wasted their lives and in the next world it will be a great cause of regret and perhaps even torment for them.
I realized that we are not cattle. We are not meant to simply go on eating and satisfying the needs of the body. At the next level, we are also not simply meant to find warmth in families and fulfilling relationships. Yes that is part of life but definitely not its purpose.
I person should undergo the labors of introspection, isolation, and a degree of self-denial. It is in that state that many spiritual truths are opened up and a person acquires the greatest knowledge and wisdom. These "labors" are meant to sharpen the spiritual senses and give them greater power.
The Prophets were the most eminent class of those people who were truly in communion with God. The purity of their souls meant they possessed a great degree of spiritual power. What truly made them different from other people was the fact that they were involved in a holy mission.
Now the holy mission does not necessarily mean becoming some kind of priest or holy man. In our Islamic context, an Alim or Sufi. But it does mean dedicating your life to accomplishing some aspect what of what God finds praiseworthy or otherwise enjoins upon mankind. Someone can make Tabligh his holy mission, another the work of fighting demons (Ruqya/exorcism), and another soliciting donations for the construction of mosques and Madaris. Utmost sincerity is a prerequisite for any of these holy missions.
There is a connection between physical places and spiritual awakening. Such physical places which induce a spiritual awakening are known as sacred spaces, for us, those are especially Mecca and Medina, the nerve center of Islamic spirituality and religious activity.
To be continued ان شاء الله


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