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SaOriginally posted by $hiva View PostFlawless logic. We all live such identical lives with identical circumstances...
I have reached a stage where I no longer trust my own judgment in emotional matters. She is my emotions; I follow her lead. It sounds lazy but its true... If she says someone is my friend that person is my friend, if she says someone is my enemy, that person is my enemy. After the crap that I have put her through and she still never give up on me, I basically owe her my life. I'm what I'm today thanks to her.
She was always right, I was always wrong.
And I feel sick when I think about what I have put her through. because of me she has become overanxious and paranoid. I have to live with that guilt. I can never say sorry to her because no words can express the depth of my remorse. And I need not preface this with something like 'its true' because she already knows if I'm lying or telling the truth.
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