Look... I'm going to be a lot nicer than you deserve, for 2 reasons:

1) I learned about the physical ailment (head related) you went through as I was browsing some old threads here. It's very sad. My former MD, and one of my friends from the past, also had the same thing. The friend had something benign, he was pretty much fine (slightly squint). The MD though had to go through chemo. He suffered health-wise because of it through the entirety of my knowing him. I know what it can do to a person... it's very bad.
2) It's kinda flattering that it was so shortly after my posting, and subsequent deletion, of my experience with the Tajiki girl that you got soooo triggered.