My numerus clausus was very good but I don´t have a family member in the government. When war broke out only me and my small brother and sisters survived. My family got all killed. Those who left Afghanistan earlier the tragedy live abroad in Europe. I came to work for arg just by chance. I can´t sleep. I am a bit desperated and frustrated. I am now 29years old and still not have found a woman. I feel sometimes very alone and hopeless.