You are bored and lonely first. That makes you spam the forum. When that doesn't work, you talk to yourself in the same thread as if you were more than one person.

You are an intelligent man. That doesn't mean that you are always emotionally balanced however. Jekyll/Hyde is a fantasy that traces the destruction a man brings to himself in full view of others. This is why you run into trouble. Think of it as aiming to protect your dignity.

There is a better life for us all off-computer.