Its all good and you shouldn't feel gutted at all aslong as you left it for a priority, thats all that matters. boasting is good aslong as ur confident in urself (not that i do it lol) i kinda did the same, well actually knowing me and my passion for it i wont be packing it in totally, u see im graduating as an architect soon which is kinda the opposite of fighting so most likely im gunna have to choose which path to be on. afterall boxing in the ring is a 'job' something which people often forget, a job that is more suited to those that have no other option available OR someone that classes it to be the main priority in life or have no choice but to box as a profession. i carry my training on though all sorts iv even been doing Russian Systemma 1 or 2 times a week for about a year now aslong as were keeping active right? yeah i know that club its run by Isola Aykay right? bit far from my neck of the woods but i have heard it is a good place to train is that ur local club?