yh see if you can grab it through a library as these are some amazing books which are defiently worth a read as after reading them you will have a different perception of some things that go on in the world.

the other 2 books i wanted to recomend were:

secret teachings of all ages by mp hall
the three initates the kyblion



and youtube yh dat must cost a lot if your on pay as u go, why dont you get internet contract or do u not go on the internet regularly?