Both you and Kakargirl tell me I am brave, but today I do not feel brave. So often I feel like I am walking on the edge of a great abyss. It is like the drop of water that longs to get back to the ocean, because in the ocean their is strength of the rest, but this little drop of water keeps getting thrown to the shore, and struggles to find the way back to the sea. I know Allah loves me....I just need something strong to go right to keep me from falling......