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I am making this announcement with full hosh o hawas and under no pressure and it is not an emotional outburst, so i want my words to be taken seriously. I would appreciate greatly if admins and mods do not close this thread, i would take this step as a sign of warm farewell.
In this thread i want to share my views for the last time with this forum. There is a chance that due to my inconsistant behaviour my words are mocked as usual, though i would'nt mind, but at the end i am a human and give me a only a bit respect for being muslim for i could'nt earn respect on this forum as a pashtun and as a pakistani.
A stage has reached that i have lost credibility on this forum, even if i am serious and my opinions are worthy , i would be still considered suspicious and unimportant. Which means that i would be wasting my time , as discussions would not be healthy and productive.
People here have many times asked me why i am here if i am a pro-pakistani, why i dont go to pakistani forums. I never gave them honest answers. Now i am presenting my true answer. " i came with an agenda, agenda to convince pashtun brothers and sisters here that pro-pakistani pashtuns are also your own people ,integrate them with you in PF as they are. I knew it was difficult task as the forum was new and fresh and i was hopeful that i would be successful. At first forum was taking great shape. But unfortunately clever and too sharp person like bls arrived who invited people of his ideology to the forum. Bls, wrayun, tor khan, mazhala etc came from forum which had kicked me out for my pro-pakistani views. But admin khan is a great person and he has given me so many chances that no one can ever give me on any other forum....thank you admin khan.
So when i saw that admin khan is a different admin , a nice and friendly as well humble...so i saw ray of hope...that pakistanis would not be looked down upon on this forum. Unfortunately i am weak in debates and bls & co win the hearts and minds of PF. This was evident when bls, tor khan and others were chosen as moderators....both bls and tor khan were taken as representatives from pakhtunkhwa . We silently objected and recommended one of us, especially we were thinking khushal khan khattak would be selected as he was very suitable for the task, our request was turned down on the ground that there is no such thing as pakistani pashtun and that pashtun can not be a pakistani andh lar and bar are one pashtuns and that khaney, tor khan and bls are already representatives from pashtuns of pakistan...my arguement was that how can be they representatives of pashtuns of pakistan when they dont believe in pakistan.
From selection of mods, it becomes clear to me that this forum would be reduced to pakistan bashing and punjabi bashing like some other forums which are dead and so would be this forum. Also i felt that gone are the days when khalil khan fakhtay urraya karta ta. Within few days i recieved infraction from one of mod , for making thread "why afghans call pakistanis as dhaalkhors?". Aqalmand ta ishara kafi wi...i left forum and after a break reappeard with new id, luffy. As a luffy i can claim that i have contributed to this forum, out of more than 2000 posts, most of my posts are pashtun-centric. But ofcourse i was still a pro-pakistani pashtun. I was unable to earn respect of members except pakistanis and of those with whom i had chance of friendly chatt. In mean while pro-pakistani pashtuns were leaving the forum one by one and extreme anti-pakistani members were getting accomodated. Some of my friends decided to make separate forum for pakistani pashtuns, i liked it. But when i saw that it was under defence.pk , then i stopped supporting it .
Question is why i am so bothered about PF? Answer is simple, it is represenative forum of pashtuns on e-world.
With time i realized that i am causing nothing but friction between two sides of pashtuns. When i say kp pashtuns are mostly pro-pakistanis and they are not interested in afghanistan then this obviously anger afghan members many of whom then point some thing in kp pashtuns, who counter them with also finding fault with them. So i am uneasy about my role on this forum. Though i speak truth when i say ground realities in pakhtunkhwa but still it is creating gap btw two sides of pashtuns.
In the last couple of months i have realized that even in e-world respect matters a lot, i should be there where my presence is accepted and my opinions are given respect. People with same ideology are good to be togather. My agenda and message is simple: if you want the true unity then learn to respect pro-pakistani pashtuns, win their hearts , do not mock them, they are your own people
As i am failed to achieve my purpose, i am leaving this forum forever
wasalam
prince regards
I am making this announcement with full hosh o hawas and under no pressure and it is not an emotional outburst, so i want my words to be taken seriously. I would appreciate greatly if admins and mods do not close this thread, i would take this step as a sign of warm farewell.
In this thread i want to share my views for the last time with this forum. There is a chance that due to my inconsistant behaviour my words are mocked as usual, though i would'nt mind, but at the end i am a human and give me a only a bit respect for being muslim for i could'nt earn respect on this forum as a pashtun and as a pakistani.
A stage has reached that i have lost credibility on this forum, even if i am serious and my opinions are worthy , i would be still considered suspicious and unimportant. Which means that i would be wasting my time , as discussions would not be healthy and productive.
People here have many times asked me why i am here if i am a pro-pakistani, why i dont go to pakistani forums. I never gave them honest answers. Now i am presenting my true answer. " i came with an agenda, agenda to convince pashtun brothers and sisters here that pro-pakistani pashtuns are also your own people ,integrate them with you in PF as they are. I knew it was difficult task as the forum was new and fresh and i was hopeful that i would be successful. At first forum was taking great shape. But unfortunately clever and too sharp person like bls arrived who invited people of his ideology to the forum. Bls, wrayun, tor khan, mazhala etc came from forum which had kicked me out for my pro-pakistani views. But admin khan is a great person and he has given me so many chances that no one can ever give me on any other forum....thank you admin khan.
So when i saw that admin khan is a different admin , a nice and friendly as well humble...so i saw ray of hope...that pakistanis would not be looked down upon on this forum. Unfortunately i am weak in debates and bls & co win the hearts and minds of PF. This was evident when bls, tor khan and others were chosen as moderators....both bls and tor khan were taken as representatives from pakhtunkhwa . We silently objected and recommended one of us, especially we were thinking khushal khan khattak would be selected as he was very suitable for the task, our request was turned down on the ground that there is no such thing as pakistani pashtun and that pashtun can not be a pakistani andh lar and bar are one pashtuns and that khaney, tor khan and bls are already representatives from pashtuns of pakistan...my arguement was that how can be they representatives of pashtuns of pakistan when they dont believe in pakistan.
From selection of mods, it becomes clear to me that this forum would be reduced to pakistan bashing and punjabi bashing like some other forums which are dead and so would be this forum. Also i felt that gone are the days when khalil khan fakhtay urraya karta ta. Within few days i recieved infraction from one of mod , for making thread "why afghans call pakistanis as dhaalkhors?". Aqalmand ta ishara kafi wi...i left forum and after a break reappeard with new id, luffy. As a luffy i can claim that i have contributed to this forum, out of more than 2000 posts, most of my posts are pashtun-centric. But ofcourse i was still a pro-pakistani pashtun. I was unable to earn respect of members except pakistanis and of those with whom i had chance of friendly chatt. In mean while pro-pakistani pashtuns were leaving the forum one by one and extreme anti-pakistani members were getting accomodated. Some of my friends decided to make separate forum for pakistani pashtuns, i liked it. But when i saw that it was under defence.pk , then i stopped supporting it .
Question is why i am so bothered about PF? Answer is simple, it is represenative forum of pashtuns on e-world.
With time i realized that i am causing nothing but friction between two sides of pashtuns. When i say kp pashtuns are mostly pro-pakistanis and they are not interested in afghanistan then this obviously anger afghan members many of whom then point some thing in kp pashtuns, who counter them with also finding fault with them. So i am uneasy about my role on this forum. Though i speak truth when i say ground realities in pakhtunkhwa but still it is creating gap btw two sides of pashtuns.
In the last couple of months i have realized that even in e-world respect matters a lot, i should be there where my presence is accepted and my opinions are given respect. People with same ideology are good to be togather. My agenda and message is simple: if you want the true unity then learn to respect pro-pakistani pashtuns, win their hearts , do not mock them, they are your own people
As i am failed to achieve my purpose, i am leaving this forum forever
wasalam
prince regards
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