Random Thoughts part 2 :D

[Manzareh]

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[کیش]

I am going to need a reason other than not wanting to be counted as sheep in order to help you. You have such a rotten attitude.

That's funny, you're not the one whose blacklisted for being too talented.


You try working on projects for thousands of hours, years and get nothing but the rolling of eyes, and picking up a drug habbit on the way. The drugs is the reason why I even care about living these days. And I have to support my parents, since they don't have jobs. But I don't have much money As it is since i invested time/money on my efforts. and we will soon be homeless soon, collection agencies are the only ones calling me all day, week, month, years.

If anyone else here was doing what I am, they would be welcomed and supported. But since its me, everybody ignores my stuff as if it doesnt exist.
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I have a rotten attitude? Has it ever occur to you that I wasn't like this a year ago. Remember how I was 2 years ago. Eveybody has stepped and spittted on me, and I haven't done anything to anyone to deserve this.

Use some logic before you call me "rotten" in the meantime all pop some oxycodone

[DaZahroJaam.]

you will succeed in life the day you realize that no one can come in to your life and magically turn it over. talented people don't depend on others or their support because they believe in their own talents and abilities. that is how life is. no one has it wonderful. they make it that way by working hard for it. collection agencies can't kill you. let them call all they want. when you will have their money, you will have their money. beating down your self and making yourself appear more of a loser than you actually are is not going to help that situation. adopt a can do attitude instead and move on with life.

[کیش]

I had 30 friends on Facebook, I know they won't be the one whose going to help me, but what could have been nice was if anyone of them clicked on a like/comment/share button. The same button they click on everyday. But none of my posts about our stories/novellas/movie script/book trailer received anything. I posted a 96 page , movie script that was written by me on FB for any feedback, or atleast some props from my "friends' for doing such an achievement. But not 1 damn click, it was free and written by me whom these people have grown up together.

Can you atleast undertand why I have gotten rotten and beaten?

I feel lost, but I know exactly where I am. I feel Imprisoned, but I'm as free as a bird.

Talented people fully realizes their ability, but if your performing a play, and no one ever shows up. They turn ro drugs amd alcohol to maintain their sanity.

Like your "rotten" comment, your "loser" comment has no foundations. Put yourselr on my shoes, instead of looking at my shoes and judging it.

[DaZahroJaam.]

i don't know how to put it. the problem with people like you is that you don't give up on the wrong things or wrong people soon enough. when i am denied what i want, i feel very very hurt. so i don't put myself in that situation by not depending even on my closest friends. not only do i get most of what i aim for in life because the only one in my way of achieving it is myself but i also have the option of helping others. not because i care enough to do but because the fact that i am able to do that gives me sanctification in life.

first of all, you can't make a living out of writing. when you write for a reason other than satisfying your own soul, you end up writing ****. writing is very very personal so every one can't do it even if they have the talent because the feedback would make them question their talent and themselves every single time a reader reads it. put your writing aside and do something else for a living. write as a hobby, not a ****ing profession. and if you actually believed in your own talent, why would you post if on facebook for free?? why do you expect others to value it if you are distributing it around to any random ****head for free??
and if support is what you want and none of your friends have been giving it to you in all these years then why do you still refer to them as your friends?? why wont you befriend new friends or give up on the idea of their support?? why can't you get **** done yourself?? why do you need other people to do them for you??

i will not put myself in your shoes because i am not you. i have no interest in the support of anyone in order to be satisfied with my life. whether they are my friends, family members or enemies. any offer of it would be considered insulting and demeaning to my list of abilities.

[کیش]

First, thanks for listening to me, it is helping me rather than the usual degrading.

For my old friends on FB, I have deactivated it. I couldnt stand random pictures receiving a lot of likes, while my art, ignored as if it isnt even there.

For the muslim/Afghan diaspora, I have quit that as well. Haven't gotten anyhing: tangible or intangible from them ever. But common sense is spreading your artwork to your people, but yet again no help.

For getting zhit done myself, I have sold our creativity from the trunk of my car back since 2007. That did move some units but the expensis of creatimg physical assetts, isnt worth the sales price. For everu piece you sell, the profits pay the expense.


I need people to purchase and support me and my families ventures so we could show the big time publishers that are creations are fire and negotiate a potenial partnership.


Thats a difference betweem me and you. I woupd fully support and market your creativity so you could get the most out of a deal with the heads of the publishing and movie industries. I would do this even before reading anyhing you wrote, your Muslim, your Afghan, your hustling. I respect that and pray a thousand prayers for you to become happy and successful.

[Kushan Prince]

Some things are better left unknown.

[randolph85]

started watching the australian masterchef because i couldn't wait for a new episode of it here. i am rooting for the hijabi.

[Kushan Prince]

you niggas still alive?

real talk if yall get killed off then better pashtuns come here and talk better **** about afpak cuz yall pussy boys dont know wagwan you aint never been there yet you talk like you a regular immigrant nigga you was born to refugee parents in da west!!!!! wake the **** up!!!!

kushan prince you full of **** and yet you dont know ****. it pisses me off how stupid you are.

dzj's (bad) dua help me live long

ddagarwal, manzareh, keesh, wats good brothers?

I'm stupid?

Atleast I'm not the one smoking like a dumb crackhead killing my brain cells. If it makes you like me any better, I exposed Joey Gladstonezai as a fraud for you.

[Kushan Prince]

weed kills brain cells? and you dare imply that you're smarter than me?

lil nigga i can afford to smoke, you be bitching about no money no job

i grow sour d's, lemon haze, northern lights all that **** take 2 months but at the end you get big man money. i suggest you follow suit, living in canada and all, i think it may even be legal for you.

and when you expose that flake? who was he in reality?

Not a he but a she. Lol she was actually an older member on here who went by the name of Qunduz92 and Shamla12. When I was a threat to her fake persona and close to exposing her, she threatened me with PM's. She left for good now hopefully.

[Kushan Prince]

that qunduz hoe? i thought she would have better things to do with her time.

Apparently she doesn't since she has the audacity to open 3 accounts. Since she has graduated from university now I hope her parents get her married to some donkey rider from Afghanistan so she can be busy with an actual person. She apparently had too much time on her hands.

[Manzareh]

Apparently she doesn't since she has the audacity to open 3 accounts. Since she has graduated from university now I hope her parents get her married to some donkey rider from Afghanistan so she can be busy with an actual person. She apparently had too much time on her hands.

I hope she one day wakes up with testicles for impersonating a man, two faced biyatch was giving all the 'Islamic' talk at the same time being a fraud aswel LOL

[Kushan Prince]

I hope she one day wakes up with testicles for impersonating a man, two faced biyatch was giving all the 'Islamic' talk at the same time being a fraud aswel LOL

Haha agreed bro. This girl is a lost cause I kinda feel sorry for her. The way she first said that she belived she had pashtun ancestors made me and everyone suspicious. Seriously how would a fat white American know what a Pashtun is? Also both this Qunduz and Joey would compare pashtuns to Jews. She threatned to leave this forum as soon as i exposed her. I hope this hoe has an actual life outside the Internet.

[DaZahroJaam.]

none of you know for sure that joey was qunduz and even if she was, you still don't have the right to call her names and talk like that about her. it's normal behavior for manzareh and the other retard to be showing their two penny worth of pashtunwali but i had better expectations from you, kushan.

[Manzareh]

Zahro, tizzoona bas ka, if my brother kushan has exposed someone that enough evidence for me. Full stop, period, kapeesh.