The paranoid me.

[eusuphxai]

Before I start, these are just my views and I know paranoid is a strong word to use.


I (as a pashtun/afghan) is paranoid with a lot of things.
One minute I am paranoid with arabs, look out for their mistakes and to tell the world see i am not paranoid, these arabs are the real imperialist.

Then my attention moves to pakistan and look out for all the clues and news which tells me that I am not paranoid it is really them who have always stabbed pakhtuns in the back.

and then I wake up and islam is the culprit, look for all the aya'ts and hadiths which tells me how cruel the religion is and why should we get rid of it.

or i turn into the secular and blame them for my downfall they are the ones who helped the foreigner to invade me, and I don't miss a chance to hand over a hell ticket to someone.

I am paranoid with farseewan, they are the ones who betrayed me and are responsible for making me foreigner in my land.


All day all i do is find more and more reason, more logic to tell the world that i am perfectly well, me as a pashtun have no faults, only if all these people can lead me progress. I am not paranoid, the reality is that all these people are hurdles. I am NOT paranoid.

p.s. I don't claim there is any logic in it, and it might just be a rant. But i just wanted to express what I felt. Now go on take your pistols out, all you loaded guns, pick your paragraph as I have touched everyone's heart.

[Michin Khel]

One minute i am paranoid that lion has eaten my icecream. Then my attention goes to monkies, they might have taken my icecream. Then i wake up from sleep and blame donkey for theft. But i am also paranoid with elephant.

[Alchemist]

haha

I just joined the forum a week ago

I got one guy trying to prove to me that I am iranian, another one is trying to prove that I am Paki and another trying to prove I am arab ...you are no the only paranoid one here bro.

[Michin Khel]

haha

I just joined the forum a week ago

I got one guy trying to prove to me that I am iranian, another one is trying to prove that I am Paki and another trying to prove I am arab ...you are no the only paranoid one here bro.

I think you are monkey, the one who stole my icecream.

[Orzala]

One minute i am paranoid that lion has eaten my icecream. Then my attention goes to monkies, they might have taken my icecream. Then i wake up from sleep and blame donkey for theft. But i am also paranoid with elephant.

Lmao!

I think you are monkey, the one who stole my icecream.

Rofl!

eusuphxia: No, you're not paranoid. It's fine to switch hatred from one thing to another. Everyone should give a minute or two, perhaps an hour to hate Pakistanis, Arabs and all the other hurdles in the world.

[eusuphxai]

*sighs* qrathay u excluded ofcourse zaka chay ta raala sifath oko.

when I said I (I didn't mean me personally i just didnt want to point out fingers or else i can easily put names in each and every paragraph) but it applies to all of us in one way or the the other.

I once heard

"zamana(society) na da kharaba, za ma na (its becuase of me) kharaba da.

[IamDZJ]

the most difficult phase in life is said to be the one where you don't understand yourself. second difficult is when the world doesn't understand you. we as human beings are always stuck either in one or the other.