if you are not taking it personal, i will say that i became an ex-muslim. Reason being is Islam imposed it's Arabic culture and values on Pashtuns. How many pashtuns have arabic and farsi names as opposed to PAshtun names. also, when i was muslim, i began to think that every religion is the same. As in they mostly lead to the same god. Now i'm an agnostic theist or atheist. God, the ultimate reality might or might not exist, who knows, but we are learning and maybe one day, we'll find truth.