Haris wror i really hope you go, as each day we live away from our families and people we lose so much that has happened, rozai had unity sharing, the open nights stars the guest sitting til late, the men in hujrah the women in home just getting togeather after rozah to talk or read taraweeh the dowas you get from village elders , and ahktar wraz mashallah was great so many guests from all types of family , and giving donations to the poor with your own hands felt good as you knew it got to them , may allah swt shower his blessing on those people and make them strong and make their lifes good ameen