Ha, are you as tiny as a cat? :-/ I thought you were planning to come to Europe as an exhange student or something, what happened to that?

Don't worry you will get over it, it is only another year or two and make the most of it while you can. atleast you wont be wandering around a little aimless as i am now that I am over and done with uni. Or even when you are married, it will be all over game for you.. lol j/k Well there is nothing wrong with moving to Kabul, but in your case it is understandable being a girl while not having ur own family.. but ur fiance is there so it should be all right, unless he is also planning to come to you..

Don't you think you are working yourself abit too much while you have your work and volunteer job too? you are vulunteering in a hospital as nurse, right? what is your proper job as?