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LOOL @ all your posts. CREEP!
At some point, I became lazy and stopped praying on a regular basis. Since prayer is a pillar of Islam, my faith kinda collapsed, and the more distant I got, the more useless things came up in my mind; the more useless discussions I involved myself in.(A mistake I'm making again btw)
Anyways.. so I had questions, poor faith.. was far from Islam, there was little that actually distinguished me from a non-Muslim. I still probably wouldn't say I was agnostic at that point, but close enough to never wanna go there again.
But it all came back at one point, alhamdulillah. I found all the answers to my questions. I'm not gonna look for all the answers for all the questions of everyone lol because they're not of interest for me at the moment. Everything has a time of it's own. When a question comes up, I'll research it but I'll not drive myself crazy trying to come up with questions and then answering them for the heck of it
At some point, I became lazy and stopped praying on a regular basis. Since prayer is a pillar of Islam, my faith kinda collapsed, and the more distant I got, the more useless things came up in my mind; the more useless discussions I involved myself in.(A mistake I'm making again btw)
Anyways.. so I had questions, poor faith.. was far from Islam, there was little that actually distinguished me from a non-Muslim. I still probably wouldn't say I was agnostic at that point, but close enough to never wanna go there again.
But it all came back at one point, alhamdulillah. I found all the answers to my questions. I'm not gonna look for all the answers for all the questions of everyone lol because they're not of interest for me at the moment. Everything has a time of it's own. When a question comes up, I'll research it but I'll not drive myself crazy trying to come up with questions and then answering them for the heck of it
