Punish eh....interesting. To be frank I know what you mean when you talk about focusing. My first two years I was out of tune, neither here nor there, I hated the town I was studying in then (I moved after third year) and basically lacked any concentration. It was only until I decided on going to law school that I put myself into that motivational gear. I guess for everyone it is about clinging on to the one thing that keeps us in check. For me it was law school and hopefully when it is all said and done to return to Pashtunkhwa and/or Afghanistan. Dae wathan kae aman dae ao jananaa zae dae kho daltha zamung siyaalii na keegee. I would love to (if possible) settle and help back home. I know it sounds kinda corny and cheesy, but hey we all have one of those :-p