manana! I agree 100%
It is really hard, I am sick of crying. I used to get upset at things and stop and think how to solve them - and I could think of a feasible solution. Except when I sit and think now, there is no solution except praying to Allah to help with the pain, and to put up with it. The problem is my parents are very stubborn, and although I am not, I am when it comes to Allah because I know this is the truth and if they took the time of day to educate themselves on their religion and mine, they would see they're not that far apart.