I wonder Can u like something subcontiously ?
I mean I hate that lonely feeling I get at times
But then people want to hang out with me and I just tell them I'm busy. O__o
So I'm thinking I maybe like this feeling deep inside
It's crazy how the mind works

Any one has any ideas?

do you mean this feeling that you fall deeper and deeper and there is no end of it and you want cry but you can't?
on the one hand you want to hang out with people but on the other not
oh yes i have it sometimes too
just let the time pass
i don't know why but i like this feeling in some weird way cuz you can think about you

maybe its the people, youd rather be alone than hang out with those people or maybe its you. depression sometimes makes people want to be alone.

The Matrix: Prison for your Mind - The Rabbit Hole - YouTube

it's both
when you have got this feeling you get addicted to it

I use to be like that before, but then I realized what a boring life I was living. now days i always go outside and try to meet up with friends and trust me, I feel happier inside. We humans need social interactions or else we become really depressed with time

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

It's getting colder now and the darkness consumes me. Depression is slowly creeping up.

Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It's just some people hide it better than others.

She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left un-dried. And though she's got so much to say, she bottles it up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, a disguise so you won't recognize the girl inside.

There's nothing more depressing than having it all and still feeling empty.

^ If any of these quotes mean anything, then its depression.

Pisho emotions are a way of coping with self.

Some of us are self destructive, but we like it.

Some of love being alone, even though we hate

the empty feeling inside.

So yes its possible that you may like this feeling.

im guessing it is both afghans here have at least 5 6 parties a year and i never go to any of them.. the reason being people there are overly jealous of each other and all they do is talk **** about others
and the young people u have a conection with any of them they will wanna take u clubbing and im just not a clubbing type

that was the whole reason i started working so early in life so i will have an excuse to not hang out with nobody

but ask anyone here they will tell u im definately not a depression type i make everyone feel good about themselves

anyways i was more asking a question about general consciousness.. but we can talk about me lol
are there things we like subcontiously?
be it this subject or anything else

Yes its possible to like something and not be aware of it.

Just like with names sometime you utter the wrong ones.

As your sub conscious is thinking of another name, and

your conscious is addressing who's in front of you.

Yet the sub conscious over powers it and

you end up uttering the wrong Name.

The conscious mind can miss these data entirely, but the subconscious mind doesn't miss a trick. So, through subconscious perception we pick up on his/her signals - again thought creates reality.